before i lay, let my heart speak with its own tongue

so rare nowadays of the radiance that emanates from your face.
your smile pricks, and pinches, and pierces the very depth of my heart
which causes the trembling the sensation that only you can bring.

oh please, not a word from you, let your brilliance
bring me to my contentment
let me feel seconds turn to minutes
and minutes to hours, and hours to day as i set my sight upon you.

oh please, not a word from you, the sweetness
of your voice will only bring me to the ever deceiving daydreams
that i may perceive.
let my hungry eyes be filled and contented with the reality of the present,
the reality at the very moment,
the reality which is you.

my fiesta vacation ended at star bucks naga.

well here we go again with my oddly constructed blog, thanks much to my ever loyal broken shift key.

short post for now, fiesta's ending and tomorrow's back to the old and boring yet ever exciting college life. see the irony there lmao.

anyway...

at starbucks naga while i'm waiting for my hot cafe mocha (my second drink for the night)

some random guy approached and sat beside me...

random stranger: akala ko kanina pagpasok ko ikaw si mo twister, yung artista.
me: ah talaga po, ang laki naman

random stranger and me: hahaha

random stranger: galing ka ba dito?

me: ah dito po sa naga, opo (pero sa isip isip ko lang: ay oo po sa star bucks po ako nakatira!)

random stranger: ah kami galing pang manila

me: ah okay po, vacation?

random stranger: ah oo

starbucks guy shouts: 1 tall hot cafe mocha for rex!

me: ah ung kape ko po, mauna na po ako

random stranger: ah sige

whew. it was some random guy but i didn't feel the usual irritation that i get from some random people trying to approach me and be FC.
anyway, it was a short yet nice conversation, it was just kind of funny experiencing that thing at my first time in star bucks. 


that's all for now. good night everyone.

it's fiesta time and i just thought of something to put on this blog

Hindi porke pinili nyang magkaibigan lang kayo ay di ka na nya mahal.
Hindi mo lang alam mas HIGIT ka nyang mahal dahil pinili nya kung saan
kayo mas magtatagal.. :))
have a nice day everyone! happy fiesta!

it's a big day tomorrow and I can't sleep. I'm heading that activity and I might be late for the dry run.

what is a face?
a face brings agony and pain
like a star in the night sky
whose bright lights will shine upon
unworthy men.
the star that ever glows
and smiles upon the unfortunate men
who seek to capture
your mystery of eternal brilliance,
will only lead them to their doom.
no flesh can ever touch your
beauty while you're in ascent
as your look down below
these men
crying in pain to ever caress
your alluring soul.
how could you be so cold
oh star of the south.
your promise of warmth,
now only bring chills
that slowly freeze the hearts
of these men
as you pierce them and crush
them to a myriad of crystals
that evoke failures.

oh wondrous star,
don't you ever feel gloomy up there?
do you glow brighter
as you see men to their downfall?
won't you ever leave Libra
and descend to feel
Gaia?
I've roamed the earth
and all I could see
are the rising cries of agony.
Will the same be my destiny?
or will you ever come down for me?
You're a star. you are in the heavens
while I'm embraced by the green
grass, staring at the night sky
wondering if we could ever unite.

I can only have faith.

Kuro kuro, chismis, paninirang puri

May malaking isyu, at ang isyung ito ay inulan ng luha at laway. teka lang, laway?
oo laway. hindi na siguro maiiwasang sa bawat isyu ay may tsismis na nakadikit.
ewan ko ba, akala ko nung una ung mga nasa telebisyon lang ay artista, yun pala
ikaw at ako, pwede na!

nakakatawa man isipin na sa bawat galaw mo ay may mga matang nagmamatiyag sayo.
minamasdan bawat kilos mo at naghihintay ng pagkakamali upang mayroon lamang mapagusapan sa barkada.
kahit siguro ang pagdukot mo ng iyong kulangot ay nagiging isyu na at ang masaklap pa, ito'y ikakalat nila
sa buong iskwela. may mas malala pa, nung una dumukot ka lang ng kulangot. tapos pagdating dun sa isa, pinunas mo daw sa katabi mo. tapos nung dumating sa pinakahuling tao na napagsabihan, kinain mo pa daw ito.
YUCCKKYYY!!! oo nga naman, kadiri talaga! pero bakit mas naging kadiri pa? eh diba dahil sa kanila?

oh well, sabi nga ng iba, look at the bright side na lng daw. anu naman kung natsismis ka, dating mo naman pangartista?


ay naniwala ka naman, oh sige magpakatanga ka. jan ka na nga, bahala ka na!

is it because i spent less time talking with you, or is it because i spent more time just staring at you?

nothing exciting happened. just the same old boring routine.
go to school
decide to attend/miss class
look at the clock while the clock hands strike through the ever-changing course of human nature
stare at people.

oh wait, ignore the first line.
i got frustrated.

good night.maybe next time.. next time.